5 Weeks Pregnant

How far along?  5 weeks (I think) Size of baby: Is it sad that I’m not on top of this like I was last time? I think it’s just so soon. And I’m just so scared. Scared really isn’t the word. I’m terrified. After having three miscarriages, how can I not. So please, please, please … Continue reading 5 Weeks Pregnant

And Then There Was a Rainbow…

Last month we gave up trying to conceive. I finally understood what it meant when people would always tell me “just stop trying”, “just stop thinking about it”, “just relax”. I secretly wanted to punch every single person that ever said that to me during my struggle to carry another pregnancy. How could I just … Continue reading And Then There Was a Rainbow…